I just listened to this finally, I actually feel sick. When Howie said people are wasting their lives, it was me. Everything he said about Bethel, all I can think of is that we had 3 pedophiles in the hall I was in, I was threatened for talking about it.
There was this one man in the hall he loooooved to pioneer, he was around memy whole life. I could never stand him. His kids were older than I and some where in the "truth" but none ever did much. They never did much with their lives, the boy's had kid's by different women they had a hard time holding job's etc. One of this guy's daughters tried to kill herself when she was in her mid teen's by shooting herself.
This man just died on October of this year.and their were so many HE that thought this guy walked on water they held his memorial at a high school.
The other day I thinking about him andhow much I never liked him, I remember being 8, 9 year's old,and how in my teen'she just totally creeped me out. How when I got married he ripped into me because I didn't send him an personal invitation to my wedding. I remember him totally rebuking me telling me that I owed hima privite invite.
To finsh this story. I just realized he was never an elder, I don't even think MS, all those year's pioneering all the admiration why was he never an elder?